000019 - gaman desu!

gaman means patience and endurance in japanese.

at this point, i think i lack a bit of both these qualities. i can be patient sometimes but i think it's more because that i'm stubborn; that i refuse to give up until it's the result i was after. this can get me in trouble or make me do the wrong things as not everything i want might be what others want and not everything necessarily have to have a result...

speaking of endurance, i better go hit the hay and make some "Zzz"s. got a japanese quiz tomorrow that i haven't even studied for, but i know someone else that has a more demanding japanese test around this time. i hope she does well.

anyway, type more next time. i'm so tired, i could sleep with a horse! uh... or however the saying goes. (>.<)